Every Cloud.
Here's the thing - I wear my heart on my sleeve and covering my emotions isn't something I'm too great at.Some people share things on the internet, I'm one of them. It's not for attention, or acceptance or to please others - it's basically just my therapy. It makes me feel better to write it all down and have people, strangers, come back and say 'ME TOO! That's how I feel and this is how I dealt with it'. A sense of understanding from people that aren't biased, be it the good times or bad.So.7 years with one person is a really long time; and going through a breakup is like trying to complete an impossible puzzle. And that's where I am right now. My head? Is royally screwed.I don't want to talk about that in detail. But what I do want to say is it's crap. Writing my weekly blog posts wearing a shiny smile, when really I'd rather punch someones face.So instead I'm going to take the opportunity and say...It's been a shoddy few weeks.But actually I'm really grateful for all the wonderful people in my life and the fact that writing this blog brings little glimmers of hope every week. Be it comments or emails from you, incredible friendships that have blossomed through the interwebs, or surprise parcels like this stupidly amazing Hudl2 tablet from Tesco that landed on my desk Friday morning. I'm so, so ridiculously lucky.
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| Jumper: Olive Clothing. Watch: Olivia Burton. Jeans: ASOS. Throw: John Lewis |
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| Reading the fabulous Cider with Rosie |
There are no profound statements in this post. It's simple and to the point. Tonight, I'm going to catch up with my favourite blogs, on my shiny new tablet, because I haven't allowed myself to sit down for more than 5 minutes since I moved back to my parents 2 weeks ago.I'll probably have a cry. But I'll also feel so grateful that I have all of this, at my fingertips.Thank you to Tesco for this incredible pick me up. Material items certainly don't make problems go away, but this is such a nifty piece of kit and being able to take a lightweight, easy to use, beautiful item of technology on the go with me is pretty awesome.And thank you to anyone that stops by, because whether you think blogging is pretentious or awesome it's days like these that I give myself a shake and take a look at what I've achieved.Thankful. Is what I am.